"We waste so many days waiting for weekend. So many nights wanting morning. Our lust for future comfort is the biggest thief of life."
Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe
(Source: sarahaliceyoung, via distraint)
"Have you ever noticed that humans have made it so difficult and complicated to “survive” in this world? It’s a vicious cycle. You go to school, and try really hard, so that you can get into a good college, and then you try really hard at college to get a good job, and then you try really hard at your job, so you can make money. And then your kids do the same thing. And everyone just keeps on doing this and no one even stops to think WHY they’re doing it anymore. Everyone just does it because it’s what you’re supposed to do. And like, before, when the human race had just started, the goal was to just SURVIVE. People just lived. I mean, that’s what really matters, right? Survival. Because after you die, it doesn’t matter what college you went to."
Anonymous asked: why do you say winlock ruined you?
Because it did
This is my mama. She would be 46 right now. She passed away 3 years ago, on the 17th. This picture fascinates me so much because this is the day she got engaged. I have never seen her this happy in my whole life, and I never got the chance to. She met an amazing man, and I am glad to call him my dad. So I am painting this on a canvas for him, so on her birthday, July 1st, we will celebrate, and considering she is not here to give a present to, I will give it to my dad. Because she loved him, and he loves her, and I hope it means a lot to him. I miss my mama. Rest in Paradise baby girl.
Anonymous asked: you should go on twitter more!
I’m on twitter a lot more now. :)
Anonymous asked: please don't come back to winlock. there is too many mean people here and you deserve better. =(
I know I deserve better, that is why I am not going back. I will move back in that town, but go to a different school. I ruined myself at Winlock. It’s not the people, they are just human.
Tried making a raft out of beer cans.. Didn’t work..